Do not call me a giraffe.

Ask me anything   Sadie Rowland, there isn't much to me. I left for a while, but I'm back now. I'm single.
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“I’ll always protect you Sades. I love you too, even when you were gone, that’s all I could think about. Just you, no matter how hard I tried to forget. I missed your smile, your long hair, the way you bite your lips when nervous, and especially the feel of your lips.” Drew said as he stole a kiss from Sadie. “I just don’t want to be hurt again, I really do want you to be mine again, more than anything, but I couldn’t take anymore hurt. So, I have to ask, do you still have feelings for mike? Because if you do, I’m not sure I could live with that.” Drew said solemnly.

The girl couldn’t help but grin as she kissed Drew back lightly before licking her lips. “I don’t,” Sadie spoke without even having to think about it, realizing how true it was. “I did, at one point. I liked him, but that’s as far as it ever went. I love you.. I’ve always loved you. So no, I don’t have feelings for Mike. Not at all.” She smiled faintly, reaching out to touch his hand.

Her words were the biggest relief, as if a weight was lifted from his heart. He accepted her hand into his and kissed it. Shortly after, he moved his lips from her hand to her own lips, trying to capture every single emotion of love he had into one swift movement. “We’ll have to work hard at this, I love you Sades, but right now, I need to learn to trust you again. So what do you say, feel like trying again?”

Sadie smiled lightly when he kissed her hand, the grin only growing as he kissed her lips. She kissed him back gently, chuckling softly before leaning back to listen to him. “I know we’ll have to work, and I love you too.. of course I want to try again.” Sadie smiled brightly and leaned forward, kissing him deeply and resting her hands on his shoulders.

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“I’ll always protect you Sades. I love you too, even when you were gone, that’s all I could think about. Just you, no matter how hard I tried to forget. I missed your smile, your long hair, the way you bite your lips when nervous, and especially the feel of your lips.” Drew said as he stole a kiss from Sadie. “I just don’t want to be hurt again, I really do want you to be mine again, more than anything, but I couldn’t take anymore hurt. So, I have to ask, do you still have feelings for mike? Because if you do, I’m not sure I could live with that.” Drew said solemnly.

The girl couldn’t help but grin as she kissed Drew back lightly before licking her lips. “I don’t,” Sadie spoke without even having to think about it, realizing how true it was. “I did, at one point. I liked him, but that’s as far as it ever went. I love you.. I’ve always loved you. So no, I don’t have feelings for Mike. Not at all.” She smiled faintly, reaching out to touch his hand.

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— 3 years ago with 14 notes
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“I bet this wasn’t exactly what you had in mind.. But I’m pretty sure we both had fun.” Drew said as he saw her cutely yawn. He wondered if he should say what he had been thinking this whole time, if it would ruin the moment, but it definitely needed to be said. “So, what you said when you first came in… I think we need to talk about y’know, everything…”. He then remembered what she had told him after, and felt rage pooling in his stomach, anger being placed at one person, Mike.

Sadie inhaled a sharp breath, propping her head up on her hand.  She’d been expecting this since they laid down after, she just had to wait it out until he mentioned it. She knew she couldn’t run away from this forever, might as well get it over with. “Okay.. everything. We’ll get it all out now. ” She nodded and bit her lip, looking up at him. “So, where do we start?”

“I don’t really know, I mean you came storming in here apologizing for everything and I don’t even know what triggered that. You made it clear you didn’t want to see me, or that you didn’t love me anymore. But I guess that’s what I want to ask, do you really love me or was this just fun…?” Drew asked with sincerity, he had played girls in the past, but he didn’t want to be played, especially by this one girl.

Sadie sat up, looking at him. “Drew, I just..” She shook her head, figuring out what she wanted to say before taking a deep breath. “I didn’t want to see you because, I didn’t want you to see the bruises and freak out.. that’s it. But, then I saw Mike and I just.. he was promising to protect me and shit and I just realized, I didn’t want him to protect me. I wanted you to,” Sadie looked down, collecting her thoughts before looking up at him with all the sincerity in the world. “It’s always been you. It’s always been love.”

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“I bet this wasn’t exactly what you had in mind.. But I’m pretty sure we both had fun.” Drew said as he saw her cutely yawn. He wondered if he should say what he had been thinking this whole time, if it would ruin the moment, but it definitely needed to be said. “So, what you said when you first came in… I think we need to talk about y’know, everything…”. He then remembered what she had told him after, and felt rage pooling in his stomach, anger being placed at one person, Mike.

Sadie inhaled a sharp breath, propping her head up on her hand.  She’d been expecting this since they laid down after, she just had to wait it out until he mentioned it. She knew she couldn’t run away from this forever, might as well get it over with. “Okay.. everything. We’ll get it all out now. ” She nodded and bit her lip, looking up at him. “So, where do we start?”

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— 3 years ago with 14 notes
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Drew smiled wide and said “Definitely.” He reached back up to Sadie’s lips and kissed her ferociously, trying to emit all of his feelings for her into one single kiss. He cupped his hands around her waist and pulled off her shirt, reveling in her body. This is what felt right, after so long, he couldn’t deny his feelings for her anymore.

Drew and Sadie were on the couch for quite a while, probably having to do with his parents not coming home until the next day. He gazed at her while her eyes were closed, not sure if she was sleeping or not. He tucked back a piece of hair behind her ear and kissed her forehead.

Sadie smiled faintly, her eyes still closed as he kissed her forehead. Rubbing her eyes, Sadie yawned before looking up at him and kissing his cheek gently.  She smiled and sighed softly, moving to lay her head on his chest and closing her eyes. “I’m glad I came over..” She chuckled, biting her lip lightly before looking up at him and raising a brow.

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— 3 years ago with 14 notes
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Drew started walking towards the couch and he lifted Sadie up by her legs and put them around his waist. On the couch he set her down gently and approached her fervently, trying to avoid her bruises was hard, so instead he kissed every single one to try and soothe them. He was on top of her, kissing her for what felt like hours, but the voice in the back of his head kept getting louder, telling him to stop, and talk it out instead. He bit Sadie’s lip gently and traced his lips down her collarbone.

Sadie laid back on the couch, she wrapped her leg around his waist loosely and breathed a sigh as he kissed along her side. Sadie smirked lightly against his lips, holding him close. Was this probably a bad idea? Sure. But Sadie couldn’t bring herself to let him go. Not when she had him back in her arms after so long. Sadie kissed him deeply before setting her head back as he kissed her collarbone, her breathing shallow.

Drew wasn’t sure if he could control himself any longer, he wanted her so much, he couldn’t stop himself. He lifted up part of Sadie’s shirt to feel her soft skin and traced his hands along the small of her back. He pushed her jeans the slightest bit down and kissed the skin on her hip bones. He wasn’t sure if she wanted to do this, so he thought a little confirmation would help. “Are you sure you want to do this Sades?” Drew said out of breath.

She exhaled a sigh, looking down at her bare skin, then at her. Sadie lifted her hips slightly, helping the pants off before swallowing hard. She smiled faintly as he kissed her hips, raising a brow. Sadie bit her lip when he looked up at her and smiled. Sadie nodded confidently, panting softly as she lifted her eyes to meet Drew’s. “I am.. are you?” She bit her lip, pausing.

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— 3 years ago with 14 notes
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Drew started walking towards the couch and he lifted Sadie up by her legs and put them around his waist. On the couch he set her down gently and approached her fervently, trying to avoid her bruises was hard, so instead he kissed every single one to try and soothe them. He was on top of her, kissing her for what felt like hours, but the voice in the back of his head kept getting louder, telling him to stop, and talk it out instead. He bit Sadie’s lip gently and traced his lips down her collarbone.

Sadie laid back on the couch, she wrapped her leg around his waist loosely and breathed a sigh as he kissed along her side. Sadie smirked lightly against his lips, holding him close. Was this probably a bad idea? Sure. But Sadie couldn’t bring herself to let him go. Not when she had him back in her arms after so long. Sadie kissed him deeply before setting her head back as he kissed her collarbone, her breathing shallow.

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— 3 years ago with 14 notes
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“He almost what Sadie, he almost WHAT?” Drew practically yelled. He needed to know it was something other than the worst possible thing he was thinking, and nobody should have to go through that. He moved his hands down to Sadie’s hands and off her wrists. “Are you sure you’re alright? Those bruises look like they hurt…” Drew said as he went to go get an icy hot from his cabinet.

Sadie followed him in, stiff. “He.. he almost raped me. But Mike stopped him before he could.” She bit her lip hard, holding his hands. “I’m okay.. they don’t really hurt as long as I don’t touch them.” She nodded, letting go of his hand as he walked away. Sadie swallowed hard, moving to sit on the couch quietly.

He had gotten the icy hot pack but as soon as he heard Sadie’s words, he dropped it. He didn’t want to hear it even though he knew it was coming. Drew swiftly turned around and against his better judgement, pressed his lips to the brunette’s in front of him. He needed to make her feel better, and he had no idea how to do that with words, so he used any other way he could think of.

Sadie gasped, her eyes fluttering shut as she kissed him back slowly. She moved her hand to rest it on his cheek and kissed him for a second before finally pulling away. “Drew..” She mumbled in shock, her eyes big as she looked up at him slowly. Sadie took a deep breath and shaking her head slightly, she gave up and kissed him once more, crushing her lips against his.

It felt so right to be kissing Sadie, after all this time, it felt amazing to let his wall down. In the back of his head was a tiny voice telling him to stop, that he’d get too attached and that the girl he was kissing could not be fully trusted, but he didn’t care. He kept kissing her with more and more passion, all the passion that was there ever since she left. He could sense her hesitation and saw her overcome it, putting her hand on his cheek. He moved his hands to her waist and pulled her closer to him, not wanting to let go. In the midst of all of this, one hot tear escaped his eye, making its way onto his shirt. He knew he shouldn’t be the one crying, but he was so broken the past couple months, not knowing what to do, and all he knew was that what he was doing right now, was right.

Sadie crushed herself against him desperately, knotting her fingers in his hair as she held him close. She’d thought about this since the day she left and there was no way she was stopping herself now. Sadie wrapped her arms around his neck, deepening the kiss.

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